Monday, December 28, 2009

Biscuits and Gravy

After working for almost 3 years to perfect Biscuits and Gravy for Jason, I have finally succeeded!!!! I figured I should document the recipe so I don't forget since we don't make it often.

Biscuits and Gravy

1 pound Jimmy Dean Sage Sausage (This brand/kind is key. Trust me.)
3/4 cup Flour
1 tsp Salt
1 tsp Italian Seasoning
1/2 tsp Garlic Powder
1/2 tsp Sage
1/2 tsp Pepper
1 quart Heavy Whipping Cream
2 cups milk

Crumble sausage into pan. Cook over medium heat until no longer pink. Do not drain! Stir in flour and seasonings until blended. Gradually add the heavy whipping cream and the milk. Bring to a boil. Cook and stir for 2 minutes or until thickened.

Serve over biscuits. Yum.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Next project?


Well, that is once I finish the quilt I have started. I really should finish buying what I need for that. Anyway, look what I found today!!!!

Basic Grey had a line of paper called Blush out a while back. I LOVED that line. And now it's out in fabric. YUM!!!

I seen this quilt on the Moda Blog and I need to make it!! Or at least make something with the Blush line.

Here is the link to the blog and the pattern.

(Image from their blog.)

Friday, December 11, 2009

Random!

I know that I do a lot of posts called random or something to that effect, but oh well. :P

A while back someone asked me for feedback on the homemade laundry soap I made. I think that was way back in January 2009, and I don't think I ever did. Anyway, the first soap recipe I tried, was a liquid soap and I didn't like it. To me it seemed like it didn't whiten my clothes. After that I tried another soap recipe that Ma gave it. We made that up a while back and really liked it. I just made up a second batch tonight. Here's the recipe if you are interested.

Ma's Laundry Soap Recipe
1 box Borax
1 box Washing Soda (I can only find the Arm & Hammer brand around here)
1 bar grated soap (I use Ivory)

Mix it all together, and ensure that it gets mixed up well. When I mix it up, I tend to layer it and then mix it up. I use anywhere between 1/8 cup and 1/4 cup per load of laundry. Depends on how large the load is and how dirty the clothes are.

I finished wrapping the Christmas presents that are in the house tonight! Reindeer names have been chosen, and now I just need to ribbonize the gifts and tag then with reindeer names. :) We are celebrating Christmas up north next weekend and I gotta be ready. :)

Our Christmas tree looks so lonely in the corner with no decorations or lights on. Tomorrow I hope we can get the tree decorated. With me being sick this week, it just didn't happen. Thankfully Cullen has been leaving the Christmas tree alone, expect he likes to drink out of the tree stand water. Silly cat.

I need to give a big THANK YOU to Heather from Cool Zebras. She brought over a HUGE bag full of clothes and another smaller (but still large) bag of clothes over for Kent and Doreen!!!! THANK YOU so much! I am so touched that you did this.

I also got my pay it forward gift from Heather, but that deserves a post of it's own.

I had good intentions of continuing to blog a few times a week, but I haven't been. I need to get back to it, since I realize how much I miss it.

Speaking of missing things, I also noticed that I haven't been taking pictures. I feel like I am missing memories when I don't take pictures. I need to get back to that too. My blog posts look so lame without pictures. Sorry everyone!

Laundry just stopped, so I best go and switch that around. :)

Thursday, December 03, 2009

Help for Kent and Doreen

Most my readers know that last Saturday, November 28, my Aunt and Uncle's house burnt down. Kent and Doreen have 1 son, Michael. The house was deemed a complete and total loss. Since posting the pictures (look down a couple posts) people have been asking me what is needed, sizes, and what hobbies and interests they have, I thought it would be easiest to post here and direct people. I honestly can't say how much I appreciate all of the thoughts, prayers, and offers of help. You all have truly touched me, and I'm honored to know all of you, whether it be in person or online.

Of course in true Amber fashion, I'm going to break this up in list form. Please keep in mind that used, thrift store items are PERFECT! Please don't go out and spend a ton of money on this.
  • Rubber gloves--think latex type. They are using these as they are going through what's left, etc. They will be doing this for a long time as the insurance adjusters are going through the rubble literally piece by piece with Kent and Doreen.
  • AA Batteries and D batteries. For the flashlights as they are going through the rubble. Flashlights would also be very helpful!
  • Socks for all of them--2 men, 1 woman
  • Winter/utility type gloves since the weather is getting colder
  • Queen size bedding, including sheets
  • Full size bedding, including sheets
  • Contact for a photo restoration expert who specializes in recovering fire damaged photos. They are finding some pictures that may be able to be saved. The insurance company unfortunately does not have any contact for this. Does anyone know of one?
  • Towels, bath and hand towels
  • $5 or $10 Wal-Mart or Target gift cards. These are the closest stores to them and about an hour away, but that would help buy clothes and other necessities as well.
  • Anything that you can think of that you would need starting a house from scratch. All of that will have to be replaced.

Now for Clothing:

  • Kent is a size L to XL
  • Doreen is a L to XL
  • Michael is an XL

Clothing Items

  • Sweatpants
  • Sweatshirts
  • Hoodies
  • Jackets
  • Yoga type pants for Doreen
  • Long Johns

Now for everything, Doreen really wants it to come from a Thrift Store or be used for the time being. The reason being is that while they are sorting and going through things, right now the clothing will most likely be worn once and then tossed. Obviously if the clothing is new, it won't be worn like that, but thrift store items are perfect!

People were also wondering hobbies, interests and such.

Michael is a 16 year old boy and is into cooking and books. He loves to cook, and try new recipes. His favorite type of books are science fiction/fantasy type books. He also enjoys watching movies, specifically comedies and of course Sci Fi stuff.

Doreen is a crafty woman! She loves to sew, make soap, make clay beads, do beading, quilting, candle making, anything crafty.

Kent does wood working and thankfully all of his tools were in the garage and were not even damaged by the fire.

Right now it is up in the air as to when Jason and I are heading up north, but at the absolute latest it will be December 19. I am willing to come and pick up items, or meet you somewhere if you feel the need to donate something. You can email me at gamerbabe360@yahoo.com Or you can find me on twitter at www.twitter.com/gamerbabe360

I hope that this makes sense and if you have any questions either leave a comment or send me an email.

If you are new to my blog and haven't seen the pictures, scroll down a few days and you can see the pictures.

Once again thank you all.

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

Everday Minerals

I'm not one to usually post about products on my blog, but I have to share about Everyday Minerals. Since Kent and Doreen's house burned down, I know they are going to focus on the essentials first, as they should. I know that make-up is going to be one of the last things that Doreen replaces. She was the one that turned me onto Everyday Minerals and told me that it was the best makeup out there. I tried it and fell in love.

I thought I would contact the company with her email address, explain the situation, link them to my blog post about the fire, and get a list of the colors that she uses so I don't have to guess. I was going to buy her some since I knew it would help her feel a bit more normal.

I got an email today from CJ at Everyday Minerals saying that they are going to send her products FREE OF CHARGE!!!! Can you believe that?!?! All I was truly hoping for was a list of the colors so I could buy some for her. When I read the email I started crying. It was so sweet of them to do. I know that they have a customer in me for life now. They are an amazing company to do that. So generous.

So if any of you are in need of new makeup please go and buy some from Everyday Minerals!!! If you haven't used mineral make-up before, try out their free sample. You only have to pay shipping. I did that so I could figure out what shade I was. Their prices are reasonable, fast shipping, and a GENEROUS company.

Thank you Everyday Minerals for sending makeup to Doreen. I can't tell you how much I appreciate it.

Monday, November 30, 2009

I did it!!!

I can't believe I did it!!!! I posted 30 blog entries in 30 days. I will admit some days I kinda cheated and didn't post much, but man it felt great to do it!!! I'm hoping to continue blogging with some regularity since I've gotten back into the swing of things. I didn't realize how much I had missed blogging until I did this. Now let's see if the trend will continue. ;) I hope so, since I think I'm going to do a December Daily type of thing but put it together after the fact. Though I don't know if I'm going to do it daily. Anyway, the blog will be the keeper of my memories so I can scrapbook it at a later date.

I need to thank all of my blog readers, Twitter followers, and Facebook friends who commented on Kent and Doreen's house fire. I can't believe how many people want to help in some way. At this point I don't know if we will be planning a benefit, but I would think that the community will do something as they are both very active in the community. All of your thoughts and prayers are much appreciated as they work through this.

I'm still going to help out as I can. I have quite a few ideas going around in my head trying to figure things out. My mind is racing with ideas on how to help and the best way to do it. I will keep you all posted as well. Thank you all.


Sunday, November 29, 2009

Kent & Doreen's House

This afternoon while at work I learned that Kent, Doreen, and Michael's house burned down last night. Kent and Doreen are my Uncle and Aunt and Michael is my cousin. Called Ma as soon as I got in the door. Basically they think that something electrical happened to start the fire. They lost essentially everything. Pictures, clothes, everything. Thankfully all the humans made it out fine, but sadly one of their cats, Rupert did not make it out. Ma was out there today and snapped a few pictures. I am so saddened by this, and can't imagine going through it. I'm devastated that this happened and just want to cry. I've shed a few tears already, and I'm sure I will shed more. I just can't imagine this happening.

I'm going to pick up some things for them and bring them up when Jason and I head up north in December. Everything was lost. Expect for 2 baskets of laundry, both Kent and Michael's since they didn't put theirs away yet. All Doreen has is what she was wearing yesterday, plus she found 1 pair of jeans that could be saved. I honestly can't imagine going through this, but I know that I need to do what I can to help, and that I will do.




















Saturday, November 28, 2009

My Wish List

Since I've had my itouch, I have created many, many lists, as I've talked about before on here. I also started creating a wish list. With things that I would like someday. Here is what is currently on it, in no particular order. Oh and you can click on the links to see the item.

  1. Gift card to Rochester Scrapbooking Company. They are running a promotion where if you buy $50 worth of gift cards you get a free $5 gift card and if you buy $100 worth of gift cards you get a $20 one free!
  2. ATG Gun. It's an adhesive gun for scrapbooking, and the refills are cheap and they last forever. Ever since I've used Jen's gun, I've wanted one. I'm in love.
  3. Bread Machine. I have been missing ours like crazy since it died, and we haven't replaced it yet. I've been doing some researching on them and I'm hoping that Santa brings me the Zojirushi Home Bakery Supreme. But at this point, I will take even a cheap one and save up for the other one.
  4. Comfy pair of heels for work. Jen, my big footed friend (we wear the same size) told me about Softspots shoes and how comfy they are. I fell in love with this one. They are much more expensive than I normally spend, but being in class and on my feet I need a comfy pair of heels.
  5. Comfy pair of sneakers. I think I may have found one pair of these, but would like another. I need something with good support for when I'm working at RSC.
  6. Corner Chomper! It's a scrapbooking tool that works AMAZING! LOVE IT!
  7. Large cutting mat. I need this to work on my quilt that I started over the summer.
  8. Lipped ruler. Once again to work on my quilt. :)
  9. Metal Pastry scraper. I want this for making bread and pastries.
  10. The Bread Baker's Apprentice book. Don has told me so many good things about this book and I have decided I need it.
  11. The Tim Holtz Tiny Attacher. Another scrapbooking tool, but it works so much better than a normal stapler and I am in love with the mini staples!!!
  12. Tonic paper cutter. Not just anyone, but the one I linked to. The more I use it for prepping at RSC, the more that I want it. I can cut multiple papers at the same time and it gives me a straight, non-frayed cut every time. It is amazing. I have never had a paper cutter that worked that great.
  13. iPod player cable for the car. We have had ours stole twice now. I miss it very much.
  14. Finding Nemo. I can't believe that we don't own that movie.

Friday, November 27, 2009

Progress

I've been at RSC all day and I'm finally making progress on my South Dakota trip pictures!!! Jason and I only took the trip in 2006 and I'm finally working on the scrapbooking pages. I've only done a few pages, but it feels great to make progress on it! I should be taking pictures of my layouts and sharing them, but I am too lazy and I'm using Jessi's laptop so I'm not going to yet.

The best part is that I decided that I'm not scrapbooking all of the pictures that I printed, so I bought some of the photo album pages so I can incorportate all of the pictures into the scrapbook. That is if I can fit them all into one scrapbook. I'm thinking it will end up being two scrapbooks.

I'm sure this blog entry made so sense to anyone since I'm carrying on conversations at RSC while I'm supposed to be scrapbooking and that I'm super tired and have an awful headache. But oh well.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Thanksgiving

I thought that this quote was very fitting for Thanksgiving, in a funny way. :) Hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving and counted your many blessings. I know I did.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

The Day Before Thanksgiving

I feel all out of sorts this year. Usually on the day before Thanksgiving I have lots of things going on. The past few years Jason and I have done Thanksgiving here at home, with me cooking the big meal. I love it. We are in comfies all day, watch movies, play video games, and eat a big meal. Of course go through the ads and make a plan for Black Friday as well. So much fun. It's one of my favorite days to spend with hubby, just the two of us.

This year it's a bit different. Tomorrow we have the day all to our self, but we need to be at Jason's parents in the evening. For once I'm not cooking anything either. We are bringing buns and coleslaw. We even bought the buns this year since we haven't replaced our bread machine yet. (That is on my Christmas list by the way, hint, hint.)

This year on the day before Thanksgiving, it doesn't feel like Thanksgiving.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Fill-In Tuesday

I can't think of anything to blog about today, and Jessi did this fill-in, so I'm stealing it from her. :)

Outside my window is darkness. I can't believe how early it gets dark now.

I am thinking about why in the world I am so tired today. I know I didn't sleep good last night, and I even took a nap this afternoon and I'm still tired. Going to be an early to bed night for me tonight.

I am thankful for friends who are there to make me laugh when I want to cry, who don't judge me for who I am, and for being able to be me around them and not someone else.

From the kitchen, I am thankful that Jason is making supper tonight. Chicken and Rice hotdish. Yum.

I am wearing comfy clothes and no bra. I'm all about comfort this evening.

I am creating scrapbook pages. Right now that's about it. I really need to get my scrapbook room cleaned out so I can create on a daily basis.

I am feeling very tired, but thankful.

I am reading a pirate romance novel. I love my light and fluffy books.

I am hoping for far too many things right now.

I am hearing the sound effects/shooting from Jason playing Gears of War 2.

Around the house are lots and lots of dust bunnies. I need to dust. I hate dusting.

One of my favorite things is Christmas Music. Right now nothing makes me happier than listening to Christmas music.

A few plans for the rest of the week include working at RSC tomorrow, Thanksgiving at the Schmitt's on Thursday, shopping and cropping on Friday.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Monday, Monday

In list form. I haven't done a list form in a while.
  • Susan gets to do a page and a half in the CLC newspaper! I'm so proud of her as the new kids that are there only get 1/4 page.
  • I love hanging out at the scrapbook store. It's like a second home to me. The only thing that is missing is Cullen. I would love to have a kitty around here, but most people wouldn't. :)
  • I actually finished a page today too. And I brought only my tool bucket and cutter. It was for a class at RSC, and it's a cutesy layout, but I do like it. I should have taken a picture of it. Oh well.
  • Work today went fast. I worked 8-12 and was in class. Good group and didn't need much help. Then tonight I work from 5-9 at the scrapbook store, to help make and prep layouts. I'm so looking forward to it!
  • I GET TO GO TO CHA IN JANUARY IN CALIFORNIA.
  • I need to start a count down to CHA.
  • I'm not excited about CHA at all.
  • I wonder where I should go for supper. I'm hungry.
  • My stomach is growling.
  • Lots of laughs today at the scrapbook store. It's awesome.
  • Jessi is going to put googly eyes on the cows.
  • Jenny is working on getting the store organized. It's awesome. I love being organized.
  • I feel not so far behind anymore. It's a good thing.
  • I love lists. So very much.
  • Jenny just called Nancy a ho-ho.
  • The Quickutz exclusives this month are so cute!!!! I had to buy the alphabet.
  • I must go and get supper before I start work.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Sunday, a good day

Today was a wonderful day. It started out with Jason taking me to go and see "New Moon". Mmmm....some wonderful eye candy in there, and it was pretty good. Obviously the book is much better, and I think that they left out some important bits, but it's a movie, and has a time limit. Then we went to Pannekoeken for lunch/brunch! So yummy! That is one of my favorite local places to eat. I came home and took a short nap. Mmmm...naps on a Sunday afternoon are amazing.

Shortly after I got up, my mother-in-law Marie, and my niece Cassidy came over! Cassidy and Cullen had fun playing together, I don't think Cullen quite knew what to do with so much attention. I think he loved it though, because after Cassidy left, Cullen was whining for more attention. :)

Before coming over to the house, Cassidy and Marie stopped at Rochester Scrapbooking Company to pick up a few things. I guess Cassidy wanted to make me a Christmas tree and a card. I didn't know that they were for me, but we had a blast making them. It was a wonderful surprise when she gave them to me. I just love crafts that kids make. They have so much love put into them. Of course I forgot to take a picture of the card, but here is Cassidy and the tree. The little white puffballs on the tree skit are snow balls. After I took the picture, Cassidy decided to make the tree skirt circular, so we cut it out. I just need to glue the snowballs down onto the tree skirt so it's just how she intended it. What a wonderful way to spend a couple hours this afternoon.



Saturday, November 21, 2009

Annette

One of my scrapbooking friends Annette was called home yesterday by our Heavenly Father. She lost her battle with cancer. She was so young and had a 7 year old daughter. Jessi said it best, yesterday when she said Annette chose to go yesterday just so she would be up there scrapbooking with us in heaven today.

Speaking of today, there is a crop and silent Auction going on at Rochester Scrapbooking Company today where all of the money goes to Annette's family. There are some fabulous items, including two signed books from Cathy Zielske! As well as whimsey jars, gift certificates, crop certificates, jewelry, and much more!!! Stop by RSC today anytime between 10 a.m. and 10 p.m. It is by Hy-Vee South! Just look for the big red "Scrapbooking" sign.

Friday, November 20, 2009

Get something, Give something!

I signed on to participate in a Pay it Forward game thingie...and since the holidays are right around the corner thought this would be a great time to spread the love.

This is how it works:

The first five people to post a comment here will get something made by me, especially for you.

This offer does have some restrictions and limitations:

1- I make no guarantees that you will like what I make but I hope you will.
2- I will create something with you in mind.
3-Supposedly I have a year to get it to you. But it will NOT take that long.
4- The item will be a surprise. You will also need to send me an email with your mailing address if you are one of the first 5 commenters. (My email is gamerbabe360 @ yahoo .com I'm sure that you all know that you have to remove all the spaces. :))

Here's the catch: You must do something similar on your blog and offer something to the first 5 commenters on your blog who agree to play along.

So the first five people who comment here, and are willing to pay it forward on their blogs, will get a handmade gift in the mail from me.

When you get your gift, please let me know that it arrived safely. If you are so inclined, post a photo of it on your blog.

I thought this would be fun! Hope some of you want to play along too.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Pictures



I found this picture tonight while going through older pictures. It's from March 15, 2009. I just love it when Jason does little things like that.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Dirt Dessert

Does anyone else remember Dirt Dessert? I know that Ma used to make it, and put it in a kids sand pail and serve it with a shovel. It was so cute. Then she put gummy worms in it too! Google it if you want to see a picture of it. It was so cute!

Tonight while tossing items in the cart with wild abandon carefully choosing healthy items all that were on the grocery list, I happened to walk by the deli area at Hy-Vee. I first spied dirt dessert! Boy that looked good, especially since Jason turned down Cold Stone ice cream. Then I spotted a Pumpkin Parfait. Now for those of you that know me, I'm a wanna-be domestic diva in the kitchen and don't like to buy pre-made. But I just couldn't pass up the dirt dessert. YES, I turned down pumpkin! (I don't know what I was thinking, especially since Pumpkin is good for more than just pie!) Of course as soon as the groceries were tossed on the floor and I dug through the bags frantically looking for my dessert carefully put away in their proper spots, I sat down to enjoy my dirt dessert.

I am saddened to say that it is only ok. It is definitley not Ma's Dirt Dessert. It tastes like it is missing something.

Ma, if you are reading this (and I know you are!) please, please, please send me your dirt dessert recipe. I think I might make it for Thanksgiving. I think the kids would enjoy it.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I almost forgot...

I can't believe that I almost forgot to blog today. Jason tried to convince me that it was ok, but I wasn't having any of it as I thought that would make me a failure of NaBloPoMo and I didn't want that.
I worked 11.5 hours today at RSC and it was a blast but I'm so tired tonight that I didn't even touch my laptop and am typing this on my itouch. I'm very thankful for being able to sit in bed and do that.
Sorry for the lame blog entry tonight but I'm too tired for anything more than this and 5:15 a.m. Comes very early.
Amber out.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Minnesota Etsy Love!

I finally figured out how to browse/search for local places on Etsy.com and thought I would share some of my favorite finds!


http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=34417305
I adore this sign!! I just love it! He also has one that says "read". One day when I get my library.....



http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=34603314
I have a thing for coffee, and love this coffee cozy! If I routinely bought coffee I would have to buy this!


http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=34032949
If I'm ever lucky enough to have a baby, I hope they love hats! I think babies look so stinking cute in the little crocheted hats. Look at the ears on the hat! Awwwww.


http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=15570332
And if I have a girl baby, she will for sure have a tutu!!! Adorable! I wish I could have a tutu in my size.


http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=34579820
LOOK at those stinking cute mittens!!! I want them!!!


http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=29453833
I've never been a coaster type girl, but look at those! They are so me!!! Those coasters I would use. Though they would clash with my bright red walls in my living room.

There is some amazing talent here in MN! Want to view more Minnesota Etsy items? Here is a link to some on Etsy! http://www.etsy.com/shop_local.php?place=Minnesota

Best gift ever!

While we were up north over the weekend, Ma gave us our Christmas gift so that it wouldn't freeze in December.

LOOK AT ALL THIS YUMMY GOODNESS!!!!

She gave us pears, (Jason's absolute favorite! I wish I could have got a picture of his face when he seen the pears!) Caramel Apple Butter, Apple Cider, Apple Juice, and Applesauce! I couldn't believe all that she gave us! The homecanned/homemade stuff is the best. I love Christmas gifts like these. They are the best ever! We will be eating good this winter.

Thanks Ma!!! We absolutely love our Christmas gift!!!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

My Weekend

This weekend Jason and I went up north to see my family!! I had a fabulous time, although the weekend seems to always go by so fast. :( I wish it were longer. I need to head up north and spend a week up there again. That was so much fun.

Anyway, here are some pictures from the weekend!!! The captions are directly below the pictures. :)























Trying to take a picture of Hobo. As soon as I pointed the camera in his general direction, he was trying to sniff it and wanted to play with it. I thought he was going to eat it!



































Since we haven't been up north in forever, we celebrated Birthdays! Dad's was on September 17 and Julie's was on October 1. (Yup, just a little late!) Back when I was younger Grandma and Grandpa Rapp always gave me and the girlies an un-birthday present when it wasn't our birthday's. Just a little something that we could open. I thought that was really cool and despite the girlies being 17 and 15 now, I still do it. Though they are old enough to understand that they don't get presents when it's not their birthdays! Anyway, I got Susan a VERY cute (if I do say so myself!) stuffed Hello Kitty! Isn't she adorable? Susan needs to keep it away from Hobo though....apparently he has a thing for stuffed animals.


































Julie opening her presents! She got a book, "Into the Wild", a Barnes and Noble gift card and some scrapbooking supplies. She wanted to do a book for Eli's niece who passed away when she was only a few days old. Later that night we did a few pages! It was a lot of fun!


































Julie and the birthday cake! I thought it was so cute and fun!






























Eli tried to give me Revenge as a gift! As much as I would have loved taking her home, it just didn't happen. :(

But isn't she just adorable? And she is so sweet and loves to sleep on you!





















Revenge and Biscuit eyeing each other.























Apparently I'm an auntie! A cow auntie that is? Perhaps? The little black calf in the center was less than 24 hours old! Awwww, so cute! His mom is the big brown heiffer. The little tan calf to the left is about 2 months old. So very cute!
























Eli had Jason show him how to play PackRat. (A Facebook game.) Revenge loved just sitting on him and sleeping.

The best part of the weekend? DAD! He has stopped drinking (again), actually sat and ate supper with us, and spent a bunch of time upstairs talking to us! It was great and he looked amazing! I love it when he doesn't drink. I'm praying that he will stay sober. It makes a world of difference.

Today Mom, the girlies, Eli, Jason and I all went out to eat at the Casino Buffet and boy it was good! Yum. A wonderful treat. One funny part of the meal was teaching everyone that the fortunes from the fortune cookies should always have "in bed" added to the end of them. There were some hilarious ones!

It was a great weekend and I had a fabulous time. Weekends like this make me wish I didn't live so far away from them.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Quickie

A quickie today since I don't know if I will have time to post later. :)

I don't remember where I found this quote, but it stuck out to me and I knew I would have to share it.

“You can either hold yourself up to the unrealistic standards of others, or ignore them and concentrate on being happy with yourself as you are.” ―Jeph Jacques


I know that this is something that I need to work on myself.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Lists!

Everyone that has been reading my blog for a while knows how much I love lists. Love, love, love them! I carry around a notebook and a pen around just in case I need to make a list. They relax me, help me get cluttered stuff out of my mind and then I lose the list. Whoops. When that happens, I start a new one. One of the first things I did when I get my brand spanking new itouch was to look up list apps!!! That is so me, and such a geeky thing to do. Sadly it's the truth.

I found a free one called "Lists" and it's from MobilityWare. There are adds at the bottom of the screen, but they don't bother me. Hell, I don't mind ignoring the ads for a free app! Since downloading the app, I am absolutely giddy. I won't ever lose my lists again!!!!! I have only had my itouch since Saturday night, which is a whole 6 days! Since then I have been in list heaven.

The lists that I have created in this handy little app are Home To Do, Work To Do, RSC To Do, Pictures to Print, Pictures to Edit, 100 Favorite Things, Blog Entry Ideas, Wish List, Layout Ideas, Movies to Buy, Stuff to Make. That's eleven lists already. ELEVEN! I swear that my itouch is going to keep me so much more organized. I just love that thing.

Now brings me to a question for you, my readers. Do you like lists? Do you make lists? Do you make crazy long lists? and the big question....How many lists is too many?!?!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Calling all Fashionistas!

I confess, I'm not a fashionista, by any means. More times than not I don't care what I look like when I go out as long as my hair is halfway decent. (I say halfway decent since I have naturally curly, frizzy hair that drives me nuts.) I do dress up a bit for work, sometimes dresses and skirts, but more often than not pants, because they are comfy. I don't wear much jewelry because I'm afraid I'm going to look like a fool when I wear it. Though I really like when others wear it, it just adds a finishing touch to an outfit.


Isn't that shoe lovely? It's Jimmy Choo's Griffin. It's only a mere $675. (I wish I could afford shoes that expensive!)
Anyway, I digress. What I need help with today is shoes. Now my husband would say that I have way too many shoes, but I truly don't. I have a love/hate relationship with shoes. I love cute shoes but have a hell of a time finding them in my size. My shoe size is about a 10 1/2 wide. Do you freaking know how hard it is to find a shoe in that size? Depending on the brand, I can wear a 10 or 11, but they have to be a wide.

The other day I was assisting in class, and noticed that this woman had beautiful black heels on. They looked amazing on her. I just loved them. They had about a 3 inch heel, shiny black, slightly pointed toes, very cute. She had on a very basic outfit, and these finished the look so to speak. That is what I need. Desperately.

My dilemma is first my shoe size, and second, in my jobs now, I need shoes that I can stand on for at least 4 hours. I'm on my feet a lot, running around in class. I need a comfy pair of high heels. Does such a thing exist? Or how do you survive wearing high-heeled shoes when you are your feet for extended periods of time? Any websites you can point me to? Or specific brands?

Help me fashionistas!!!! I desperately want cute, comfy, shoes that I can wear to work!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

New Corset Pictures!





Here are some pictures of my new corset! It's bright pink and black, which is so me! I just love it. :) It was a happy day getting my Torrid order in the mail. It's all about the small things.

Now I have to figure out where I can wear this.....

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Illness

One of the people that I scrapbook with occasionally Annette has cancer. She was diagnosed last year, and she is now in hospice, nearing the end of her journey. It tears me up to think of her little daughter, who will be left without her mommy. I am so happy that she started a CaringBridge page. That is kind of like a blog where you can update the progress of how you are doing. Since Annette is nearing the end of her journey, her mom has taken it over. It is a truly wonderful way to stay in touch and know what is going on, and what little things to pray for. This was my first introduction to a CaringBridge. I have never followed one before. (At least not by someone I know.)

Next I was talking to one of my high school friends, Sandy and she shared that Jill's dad (a mutual high school friend), Chris fell while putting his deer stand up and it was very serious. I started following that CaringBridge as well. Though I didn't know him personally, I felt the need to pray and to follow. Thankfully he is doing pretty good, all things considered, and is on the mend, but still in the hospital. This is the second one that I follow.

Back in October I met Shirley at RSC. She was from Iowa and her 17 year old daughter was at Mayo getting cancer treatment for a rare cancer. Shirley is an amazing person, so strong, sweet, and has a wonderful sense of humor. After cropping with her a couple of times, and hearing more about her daughter, I started to follow her daughter's CarePages. (Essentially the same thing as CaringBridge.) That is number three.

Now I don't have to follow any of these caring pages, but like I said above, it helps keep me up to date, and to know what specifically to pray for. You can also leave comments encouraging the people, a prayer, a note, anything.

I never thought about that I had 3 people that I was following, until yesterday. Yesterday evening I got a call saying that a co-worker had passed away. It was very unexpected. She was a two time cancer survivor, a strong woman with a wonderful smile and sense of humor. She said that her secret goal in life was to make people laugh. And that she did. She was also a card maker and made beautiful cards. She was an all-around great person. We don't know yet what happened, although it appears that it was natural causes and happened fast. It is all just so sad.
All of this has helped me put things into perspective again. You need to make the small moments count. Don't take anything for granted.

Monday, November 09, 2009

Journal Jar Question {Live Anywhere}

Today's journal jar question is:

If you could live anywhere, where would it be and why?
Most of you know that I'm a country girl at heart. I grew up in a small town called Kerrick that had a population of 56, and most of them were relatives. I lived there for 7 years. After that, mom got married and we moved to a 40 acre hobby farm. Well, it wasn't at first, but Ma turned it into a hobby farm! When I got married I moved to a city with a population of around 100,000. Neighbors. Dogs barking. Sirens all times of the nights. Everything. Gone were the days of listening to the crickets and the frogs out by the pond.

If I could live anywhere I would want to live out in the country somewhere. A nice little house on some acreage. Being able to look out in all directions and not see another neighbor. Trees all around. Fields. Perhaps a pond. Lush green grass. Heck even a gravel/dirt driveway. Oh how I would love that. I miss the quietness of the country. The stillness. Being able to look up and see all sorts of stars. Being able to have people over and crank up the music until the windows on the house shakes and have no one complain.

I crave the country life. Perhaps one day I will be living it again.

Sunday, November 08, 2009

Peanut Butter (and Jelly, and Jelly!)

(Is anyone singing with me? Does anyone remember this song?)



If you don't, you are really missing out! The girlies used to watch Barney ALL THE TIME! Especially Susan. Then she would dance around the house and sing this song.

Anyway, Don (or Fancy Bacon which is his xboxlive gamertag) told me to blog about Peanut Butter. Of course, being the good woman I am, I listened, lol. (Shhhh..don't let Jason know that I can take directions. ;)) Oh and Fancy Bacon once made bacon!!!! I can only imagine how great that tasted...mmmm....bacon. Everyone loves some bacon. Because of him, I really want to attempt to make my own bacon (need a smoker first...) and also try more breads. He loves to bake. Speaking of which, there is an awesome book that he told me about that I really need to get. It's called "Bread Baker's Apprentice: Mastering the Art of Extraordinary Bread". You can find it on Amazon. I'm thinking I might buy this book as a Christmas present for myself, from Cullen of course. You know, since cats are able to give Christmas presents and all.

Now I keep getting sidetracked (the Nelson side of me, right Ma?) Anyway, Don told me to blog about peanut butter. Crunchy or creamy and why.

The obvious choice is creamy. Nice, smooth, rich, creamy peanut butter. Nothing tastes better on a piece of homemade bread fresh from the oven, and the peanut butter starts to melt a bit. Mmm, mmm, mmm, good.

I know that some people like the crunch of the nuts in the crunchy peanut butter, but I think that's just wrong. I like nuts as much as the rest of the world (Jessi, get your mind out of the gutter!), but pieces of nuts don't belong in things. Peanut butter, banana bread, cookies, candy bars, etc. It's just wrong. (Yes, I can be a bit fickle about what I eat.)

Smooth peanut butter for the win!!!

Now what are your thoughts on the great peanut butter debate? Crunchy or smooth and why? If you blog about it, link me up to your post.

Saturday, November 07, 2009

My New Toy!


I have the best husband ever. After coming home from cropping today at RSC, he asked me if I wanted a 32GB iTouch. What fool would say no?!?!

Sorry this is so short, but I must get back to playing with it.

Friday, November 06, 2009

Journal Jar Question: {Instrument}

Since I can't think of anything off the top of my head to blog about today, I'm going to use my trusty journal jar and choose a question! Today's question is:

"What instrument do you wish you could play and why?"
I have always wanted to play the piano. I think it sounds so beautiful and that it would be very relaxing to play. Way back in 5th and 6th grade I played the clarinet. I have no idea why I chose that one, but I gave up band. I regret not begging to take piano lessons. A couple of my friends played piano and we would all sing (me very off key!) to the songs. We spent many a lunch hours doing that in the band room.

Maybe now that I'm an adult I will eventually take piano lessons. I think it would be a wonderful hobby to take up. Maybe I should add it onto my bucket list.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Corset Top

I have a love/hate relationship with online shopping. I love to look, window shop, create wish lists, add stuff to my cart, but I don't often buy stuff online. Well, maybe that's not true, but I don't buy stuff near as much as I add stuff to my cart and debate about buying it online. What kills me the most is shipping charges. I just hate paying shipping. (Call me cheap, I know!)

Now here is a story about a corset top.


Here is said corset. (Picture courtesy of Torrid.com)


This lovely corset and I have a bit of a history. Last time Jason and I were at the Mall of America, I of course, went into Torrid. I grabbed a handful of things and tried them on.

This corset I fell in love with. I loved how it fit, how it looked, and everything. The colors were toally me and it was gorgeous! I really wanted to buy it, and was so tempted to. I was debating about it.

When would I truly wear it? I couldn't wear it to work. It would be fun to wear out and on weekends, but how much would I truly wear it. Could I get $60 worth of use out of it? I never spend that much on clothes.

My practical side kicked in and I left the corset at the store and kept thinking about it.


Last night on a whim I checked out Torrid.com again, since I got an email with a promotional code for $10 off my order. I found this lovely beauty on clearance for $39.98. With my discount code it would only be $29.98. Then I checked out shipping. It would be $7.95. Ugh. That's still a lot for a top that I might never wear. I was so tempted to check out, but I decided not to, even though Jason told me to go for it.

This morning, while I was checking my emails, I seen that Torrid was offering 50% off all clearance items. I rushed to the site and checked, half expecting the top to be sold out, as that is always my luck. Much to my surprise it wasn't! And even better they still had it in my size!!! I am so happy that I was able to wait and that it all worked out. I swear this corset is meant to be mine. So I ended up paying $19.99 for the corset top, less $10, plus $7.95 shipping. I am thrilled! Plus I added a little something else to my cart. So I ended up getting two things for $35.90 after shipping. Which is less than what just the corset was!

I already got a shipping notification from Torrid too! Now I will just stalk the mailman wait patiently my order to arrive.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

iTunes Stats

{I stole this from another blog, and did it with my itunes information.}


iTunes Stats

How many songs in total: 2688, 7 days, 7 hours, 27 minutes total time
Most recently played: Let it Snow-Dean Martin
Most played: Never Wanted Nothing More-Kenny Chesney
Most recently added: I Kissed A Girl-Katy Perry

Sort by song title
First Song: About the South-Rodney Atkins
Last Song: 9 to 5 Dolly Partin

Sort by time
Shortest Song: 0:13 - Forward-Linkin Park
Longest Song: 23:29- Echos-Pink Floyd

Sort by album
First album: December Underground-A.F.I.
Last album: Your Man-Josh Turner

First song that comes up on Shuffle: Bella is Part of the Family-Twilight Score-Carter Burnwell

Search the following and state how many songs come up:
Death - 3
Life - 41
Love - 196
Hate - 8
You - 467
Sex - 14

Now you do this on your blog and let me know by leaving a link that you did.

Dreams

{Picture taken in 2008 as part of my year in self-portraits}
Lately I have been having really vivid dreams again. Last nights was just bizarre. It makes no sense to me at all.

Jason and I were somewhere, staying in a hotel with a bunch of other people that we knew. There was a huge Vikings/Packers game on and everyone had to "vote" on who would win, and you could only stay at the hotel if you voted.

Jason and I were going to have to leave, and we started packing stuff up, but we were doing it quickly as no one could know that we were leaving. We used Amanda's hotel room with her boyfriend to help us. They were in room 122 and they were in room 222. Odd. The hotel rooms were huge, and then suddenly Ma was there and I had to hide that we were leaving from her, but she just wanted to use some of my scrapbooking stuff. I told her were to find it, and that she could use anything she wanted. Then it was lunch time and all of my other high school friends were there and eating. Since I got to lunch late, all that was left was Quail and Beef Stew. Laura suggested dipping in the Quail into Sour Cream that she had. Odd, odd. I ended up leaving all my food and not eating it and heading back to pack.

I get back to the room, and it's full of football players! I go in, sit in a chair, and start to pack some more, helping Jason and a football player wants to know if he can have some of my pills. I give him 2 ibuprofen pills and he offers me money and I tell him no, but then some woman from the gives me a look so i accept $1 from this football player to pay for the pills.

Jason and I are moving our bags down to lobby and make a break for it.

Then the alarm goes off and I jump and am scared, lol.

What a way to start the morning. I hate having bizarre dreams that make absolutely no sense to me.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

I never thought I would be one of *those* moms.

First, let me clarify, no I'm not pregnant. (I wish.) But I'm referring to being a mom to Cullen.

Now let me set the stage. I've seen those Dog Halloween costumes, and thought why in the world would people buy those. Poor dogs. I seen the little Santa Hats for cats and wondered why they would torture the poor kitty with a hat like that. I swore up and down that if I ever had a pet I would NOT dress him up.

Never say Never.

Jason and I were wandering around Target, which we do often. Since we can't hardly ever leave the store without a toy for Cullen, we always check out the pet stuff. Coming around a corner I see an endcap display of the cutest things ever!!! There were little Santa outfits, little Elf outfits, and even a Reindeer outfit! ALL FOR CATS!!! You should have heard me. I squeed when I seen them. Jason thought I was nuts. But they were all so darn cute!!! I just had to pick one up for Cullen right away, just in case they sold out! It would be a shame if we didn't dress Cullen up in one of those, right?!?! And of course when I seen them, all of the thoughts about never buying one of them went away.

So behold the most adorable elf outfit EVER for a cat.

Now since Cullen is such a chubster, sadly the scarf doesn't fit him. And I don't think I dare try to put those cute little elf boots on him since he has all of his claws.

BUT we tried the hat on him tonight. Oh my word was he adorable!!! I even made Jason take a quick picture. Then once I let him go, he was a headbanging kitteh and had the hat off in 2.2 seconds.

Before you ask, no I am not going to post the picture of him, as we are going to use the hat in our Christmas Card photo this year. I can't wait to see! I hope that it turns out as cute as it is in my head. :)

The moral of the story is that never say you will never be one of those moms. You will be. No matter what you think.

Monday, November 02, 2009

A Job I Love

I started working at around 16 (or was it 15...I don't remember!) and since then I've had my fair of jobs. Here are the ones that I recall off the top of my head:
  • Cashier at Chris's Fairway (Local Grocery Store)
  • Activity Aid at the Nursing Home
  • Registered Nursing Assistant at the Nursing Home
  • Counselor at Community Involvement Programs (Basically I assisted developmentally challenged people with daily tasks)
  • Softlines Employee and Cashier at Wal-Mart
  • Deli Associate at Wal-Mart
  • Administrative Assistant in MES
  • Teaching Assistant in MES
Out of all these jobs there were some that I liked, some that were okay, and some that I truly hated, but I needed the money. Out of all of these jobs I have never had one that I truly LOVED. That I looked forward to going to every single day, one that brought me joy and happiness. One that I didn't mind staying late at. I've heard people talk about loving their jobs and always wondered what it was like; and if I would ever get to experience that. I honestly didn't think I would.

Then last week I started working at Rochester Scrapbooking Company. This is the first job that I have ever had that I truly LOVED. The time goes by so fast, you keep busy and it's just so much fun! I get to do a little bit of everything there it seems. It has different aspects of what I liked about different jobs. I get to help customers, I get to check in and put product away, I get to get to create classes/layouts for the store. I get to talk crafting and scrapbooking with people who get it! I mean, it's awesome!!! How much fun is that!

Yesterday was the first day I worked alone, and while I did have to call Nancy a few times with questions, it was so much fun! I felt like I was busy, busy, busy! We had 7 croppers there for most of the day. A fairly constant stream of customers, and although they didn't always buy something I answered many questions and spent a lot of time with them. I started prepping a layout I designed for class. It was just so much fun! The day flew by so fast!

On the way home from work, I must have told Jason that I loved my job at least 10 times. I'm sure he's sick of hearing it, but this is truly a new and welcome experience for me. I am so blessed to finally have a job I love.

Sunday, November 01, 2009

NaBloPoMo

First you are probably wondering what in the hell NaBloPoMo stands for. Or perhaps you are wondering when I decided to invent a new language. Well NaBloPoMo is National Blog Posting Month, which is November! It also goes along with NaNoWriMo, which is National Novel Writing Month. Well, since I'm not a novel writer and the fact that writing 50,000 words in a month scares me, I'm not participating in that! But for NaBloPoMo all you have to do is write a post each day for the month of November! That seems doable for me. It also helps that Jessi one of my Besties is doing it too! We are going to encourage each other and there is no pressure if we miss a day or two, but we are both striving to write a blog post a day!

This works out perfect for me since I have been slacking on blogging anyway. I have a bunch of photos to share, layouts to share, and of course ramblings! I figure that this month would be a good way to start! So looking forward to it!!

Let the challenge begin!

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Happy Halloween!

This is what I dressed up as yesterday for the RSC Halloween Crop!!! Can you guess what I am?







I'm a Wannbe Domestic Diva!! I LOVE IT! I had the dress already (prom dress junior year!), the apron as well. I made the long pearl necklace quickly. All I had to buy was the Tiara, which I got on sale at Hobby Lobby 40% off!! I loved that I had just about everything!

I haven't blogged in a while either. There is a bit new with me. I got a part-time job at my favorite scrapbook store ever! Rochester Scrapbooking Company! I started this week and boy is it fun! I just love it all! Helping customers, checking in and putting out product, answering the phone, creating! It is honestly my perfect dream job! I honestly can't believe how fast the hours go when I am working there. It's crazy! Tomorrow is the first time that I am working alone. I'm opening and closing alone. I am a bit nervous, but I'm sure that things will go just fine.

Oh and did you like the picture I posted? I edited it heavily in Photoshop Elements, and I know that some might consider it a bit overdone, but I think it kinda has a nice vintage appeal. Thoughts? Constructive criticism?

Thursday, October 15, 2009

The Nelson Wedding Layout

I thought that this layout deserved a post of it's own. I just loved this wedding picture of Grandma and Grandpa Nelson. Even better was when I was going through Mom's pictures and found a copy of their actual wedding invitation!!! I was thrilled. I couldn't bear to use the original invitation on the layout, so I scanned it in and printed it out via picture format.

Enough talking, here is the layout! OH, please don't mind the glare. I had a hell of a time getting pictures of these for some reason. If anyone has tips for taking pictures of layouts please share!!!







I took this last picture to show a close up of the textures and dimension of it. The brown paper with blue is actually flocked and soft! (It's old Heidi Grace paper.) I used some old lace that I had on hand to make the photo corners. Yes, that is an actual paper doily behind the picture, and I used Kaiser Kraft pearls as well. The Cardstock is Bazzil (I had none of my yummy dark brown American Crafts :() I cut out the title myself out of cardstock using my Quickutz Alphabets. The Flower on the first page is from Prima and is one of their new releases! LOVE IT!

Scrapbook Layouts!

Here are two layouts that I did last Friday while at RSC, my favorite scrapbook store!

NOTE: To see them in their entirety, click on them and they will open up larger. For some reason my blog likes to cut the sides of my pictures off.


This layout is about out trip to Two Harbors and Lake Superior back in 2008.

All supplies are American Crafts!



This is one of my favorite layouts. I love this picture that Susan took of her and Grandma Nelson.

All patterned paper and chipboard elements are Crate Paper. The only exception is the mat that the picture is on is K&Co.

This layout is based on the sketch found at Liz's blog, "The Scrappiest". I used Sketch 33 and turned the layout so to speak. I did keep it very simple.

Special Delivery?



Perfect gift in my opinion!

Love that cat.

Cullen {Cat in a bag}

Cullen still cracks us up. We are so lucky to have him and we love him so much. He is such a funny cat and his antics crack us up daily. One of his quirks is that he loves reuseable bags. At first we thought that it was one in particular (My green Quickutz bag) but that's not the case as you can see here.





He is an odd cat, and he does fit right in with Jason and I. :)

Mail


Am I the only one that gets so very excited when the mail arrives and loves getting the mail, but once I do the initial peek at it, I let it sit in a pile? Went through this pile last night. Didn't take long and 90% of it was recycled/shredded.

First Snow! {October 11, 2009}

Taken at 11:30 p.m. First snow of the season. Yes, I am out there barefoot. It seems really early for this year.

Monday, October 12, 2009

{Recipe} Greek Salad

Greek Salad
8 leaves romaine lettuce, torn into bite-size pieces
1 cucumber, peeled and sliced
1 tomato, diced
1/2 cup onion, diced
1/2 cup crumbled reduced-fat Feta cheese
2 tbsp extra-virgin olive oil
2 tbsp lemon juice
1 tsp dried oregano leaves
1/2 tsp salt

Combine the lettuce, cucumber, tomato, onion, and cheese in a large bowl.

Whisk together the oil, lemon juice, oregano, and salt into a small bowl.

Our over the lettuce mixture and toss until coated.

Recipe from: South Beach Diet book

Amber's Notes:
Supposedly this is to make 1 serving. I could only eat half of it and did toss a little bit of diced chicken on it that I had on hand.

This is really good and yummy! I will be making this again and think I might make the "dressing" to put on other stuff. Loved it! Plus it was so easy to make.

I totally meant to take a picture of it, but spaced it. When I have the rest of it, if I remember I will add a picture.

Thursday, October 08, 2009

Quick Update

All of my tests came back normal/negative. I was "marginally positive" on one, but after talking to the infectious disease person they ruled that out.

Good news is that I continue to feel better. I am going back to work 4 hours on my scheduled days next week and back to my normal work schedule after that.

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

I want to be here....



Doesn't it look heavenly?

Image found here: http://www.aquabumps.com

Monday, October 05, 2009

Getting Better?

I'm wondering if I am getting better. My headache is practically non-existent and I'm not sleeping near as much as I was. I have a bit more energy too. Could I be getting better? I'm hoping so!

Thursday, October 01, 2009

Good news!!!

Not health related, but good news none the less!!!

I'm going to be a card designer for Jen's House of Scrap!!!

I'll link you all when the site is fully up, but you can find her on Facebook here!

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Another Dr. Appointment Update

I just got back from the doctor and thought it would be best if I updated it here so people know what is going on without me having to explain it a zillion and ten times. (Ok, that is an exaggeration, but still).

The bottom line is that they still don't know what is wrong with me.

If you want more details here you go:

The oximetry test came back normal. My oxygen levels don't dip like they would with sleep apnea. At this time they are not going to do an overnight sleep test as they feel that would be a waste as I am sleeping fine.

I have to do a fasting blood test tomorrow and they are going to draw blood for the the following tests:

CBC (blood counts)
Lymes and Ehrlichia
Glucose
Thyroid
Mono

Yes, I had many of these before, but he wants to compare them and see if anything has changed. He also mentioned sending me to an infectious disease specialist but they generally want a little more information to go on. He could refer me to them if he needed to, but wants to see how these tests go. The doctor did say that there is something going on in my body with the low-grade fever, fatigue, and headaches.

I am supposed to continue taking my naproxen and amitriptolene as I am now.

I see the doctor back on October 8. I am off work until at least October 9.

I just wanna cry...

(First, isn't that a song name?)

Once again this morning, I got up at my usual time when I work and had full intentions of going to work. While I was showering, my headache came back in full force and I am just so drained. I know I couldn't make it 3 hours on my feet in class. I'm having a hard time focusing on anything. I hate this. I feel like I'm not pulling share at work, and like I should be there. I've always hated taking time off from work for sick days. I hate it that my body isn't agreeing with my mind. I feel like I should be going, but my body tells me differently. Though looking in mirror I can tell by both my eyes and the red half-heart above my upper lip that I don't feel good.

I have my dr. appt. this afternoon again. I'm planning on sleeping until then. I'm hoping that I can find out something there. I hate feeling like this and that if I were a stronger person I would be at work.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Sisters

Oh how I love this picture of the three of us.
Susan, Amber, and Julie
August 18, 2009
At the Rapp Family Cabin
Taken when we did a "Trash the Dress" photo shoot.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Weekend

{This is a picture of one of the Bridges at the cabin. Love this picture. I think Julie took it. Oh and this has nothing to do with my post here, I just liked the picture.}

On Friday I woke up and my headache was nearly gone! I felt awesome!!! I did sleep in until about noon though. I really wanted to run into RSC since Mama Jenny and Jessi were going to be there, and I did! I did a bit of shopping and some visiting. I think I was there for 2 hours. It was awesome though. I so needed some Bellywing time. Laughter and flashing is always fun! Loved it!

That night Leslie came over and brought me dinner and insisted on doing dishes. Dinner was fantastic and I loved catching up with her. I don't see her nearly enough. Leslie, I can't tell you how much I appreciate you doing the dishes and how much Jason did as well. Thank you so much hon! I love spending time with Leslie, she is so much fun and we have so much in common. Time flew by though as it always does.

I managed to not even nap on Friday, and while I was a bit tired, it wasn't unbearable.

Sadly that didn't last. :( I woke up today (Saturday) with my headache back again. Not as bad as it was, but it was bad enough. :( Jason and I did run up to the Cities to go to Chili's and get me a Sonic Sweet Tea. (Isn't he the best!!!) I slept up on the way up, but not on the way back. Despite all my meds, my headache was back in full force. When we got home I went and laid down and slept again. So tired and so headachey today. Ugh, I want days like Friday back.

But you know what, I'm grateful for having such a great husband, friends, and family. I honestly don't know what I would do without you all.